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yesterday..which is few hrs ago..haha..morning woke up 930..meet arifah at adss..wana go meet the YO to collect the money for the camp...but...when we reached there,the admin staff sae she havin meetin.eventually we wrote a letter and put in her pigeon hole.after tat i went to woodgrove and azi needa go jurong,fren house to do project.go wgs,den they ask me take sec3 foot drill.haha.den 1230 ended.got free brkfast..their yo bought mac..and there alot..den we help to finish up lo..after tat sit there chat and so on..abt 2 den leave..go cwp with sir nadiah and michelle..lookin for bday present for their fren..after tat we go eat mac...den go home..went back to change...den meet khow ming at orange julius..chat til 530...i went to orchard meet henry...den play number ball til 11++...den come back..so long nvr play..tml feel like playin again...haha...

past two days were not free..so nvr update my blog...and nothing special happened oso..reach home rest..den do hw...den slp..finally gna be weekend liao..so happy...a brk...next wk some of the classes goin OBS...my class the wk after..but me kw stella not goin.both got excuse,but me is juz dun wanna go..haha..study still can cope rather well til this point of time..hope it will continues..now everyday muz do hw..unlike in sec sch...no needa do..especially maths..now everyday seems like sure have maths sums to do..so sian..last time maths no needa do except em..coz is mrs lim..haha...so fast...gna be may soon...den end of yr...exam...ar...haha..den my frens will sittin for o lvl..hope they can do well...so am i..haha...tml got extra lesson,dun wana go anot..coz is on first 3 mths topics.suddenly feel like goin for redcross..think my coursemate sch unit need ppl..maybe wana help him..haha...tat shud be all..

today..reach sch..was shocl..my seat was occupy by somebody else...den i drag another table to the center of the class and sit there..every teacher came in ask me..haha...sit there better..under 2 fans..quite a no of hw to complete..especially maths..and my phy..coz from e start i nvr do phy tutorial as my teacher reservist..now he is back oreadi..and went through 12 qns yesterday,so i muz do it today...

Today i had migrain and body ache in the morning..den nvr go sch.rested e whole day..skipped chemistry lecture..dunno how..is on covalent bond..quite in depth...dunno whether my classmate can teach me anot..

today.0930 wake up..go meet my relatives go pay respect to ancestor..oso a long day..coz i got 5 places to go..is so hot...until 2 den finish all e prayin..den go to aunty house and collect some food back,my aunty send me back home..is oreadi 5 when i reach home..den slack til now..later muz do hw liao....tml is sch again..so boring....ar....

yesterday...went to World Red Cross Day celebration.it was tiring..assigned to be usher.den stand for few hours..den when is about to dismiss..we guard the door n not allowing any other ppl exit other den the st margaret band ppl..den rcy director lau hock soon n his family is standing near to our gate there.den khairul me n one of my coursemate will sayin wad if his son wanna exit from here..den shud we let him go off..haha..den i went up to do something..den i come down i say his son come in from our gate,den i asked khairul,u let him exit from our gate??khai sae he sae he wants to look for his dad...so he no choice.haha..so funny..his son is in red cross link..meanin pri sch red cross cca..den wearin shorts.so cute..when his dad came out of the toilet,which is beside our gate,we saluate him n say gd bye sir..den we had our debrief n change..after tat we at first wanna meet lawrence sir n the rest at marina sq eat.den they sae no $$..wanna eat cheap things while ying sheng n company wanna go marina south eat steam boat..we stand there n discuss for a long time,den those go food court while i follow ys they al go marina south though i dun feel like goin initially..after we eat n went home..den sms her..she ask me abt amaths bk stuff,n den after i called her,she actually called me..i was so happy..haha..she was at popular..den i sae if i come back she still outside,maybe could see her home..she sae okie..den faster rush back and slp in e train.....in e end...i meet her at admiralty pasam malam there..coz she is there..she is alone..i duno izit she wanna meet me so go there,coz she oreadi went home to put down some stuff tat she bought from cwp popular le..no matter wad it is,im glad i could meet up wif her..as usual,we talk non stop although im rather tire.den send her home.den reach home,i slp liao..too tire..is a long day..a tiring day..and gd day..coz i meet her....

today...1st meeting with sec 3 leaders..2 msl cadets were absent and one adss has not choose yet..this meetin tather smooth..nth went wrong..only until our debrief,we realise some nvr write down email add..arifah..i noe y my committee no write down..coz none of them have internet..oh my god..haha..den i ask them to call me if got qns..thats e only way out i guess.tml morning goin evg for trainin til 10..den needa rush to toa payoh indoor stadium by 11...for world red cross day celebration...tml first time wearing hq uniform..abit excited.haha.dunno how i will look like..haa...think it ends abt 5 or 6..be usher.so sian..

today..as usual..haha..skip cca..so boring..lazy to go...everyday sch ends so late..so dun wanna waste one day where i really dismiss early.tml stil has to go to hq n get my uniform...still got 2 tutorial have to hand in on fri..i oni complete one..haha...today phy lecture is a rather gd one..this is one of the lectures i had tat make me think im right tat i nvr drop phy n take bio..is really interesting..learn abt newton 3 laws..den tutorial lesson my tutor still on reservist,den e relief teacher oso is a phy teacher..den he go through some of the laws as some of my classmates not sure.den i ask some qns n so on...actually in reality,although we r not moving and at rest,we still have acceleration.. noe y??becoz the earth is revolving,there is a change in direction.den when we r in a lift,actually out weight increases..noe y??haha..becoz using newton 3rd law,the reaction force increases.acceleration increases as mass is constant,so the reaction f increases.so our weight increases.haha..is so interesting..den e tutor still sae phy is abt askin y all e time..which i find it very true...haha..

today....morning went to adss for RedCross....went there...really is wad freddy said..go once dun feel like goin for second time..haha..but the sec3 still ok la..attitude at least quite positive..is e sec 1s n 2s...until abt 1110..i rush to meet khairul ying sheng n stella den go ps..we go ljs eat..den stella shoe heel came off..muz find cobbler ?? how to spell i not sure..haha..den me n khairul n ys take one cab to york hotel while daniel and stella took another one go lucky plaza to find n we see them there..

after we reach the hotel,we change n go up for registration..ma'am noraida oso there..she gettin her yo rank..den i so unlucky..one of my coursemate drop the mango puddin on my pants.i was sitting down,den she accidently unbalanced e plate n e pudding slip onto my pants..ar...but lucky not very obvious..den we got our letter of appointment n co rank..took photos wif my idol!!! vincent NG....haha....den we go play pool wif some of my coursemate..den went back wdl wif eusoff..i went home put my bag n go meet peng keong for dinner..after dinner......i sent her home..but i rushed there,she oreadi reached the church there crossing e road..though is short...it is still very meaningful.....

today whole day went out wif freddy...go expo..coz got john little warehouse sale..den go there see got shoe anot..coz i needa buy leather shoe for RedCross.but is a wasted trip.den we go north point,oso nothing much..den we go aquarium shop..but we nvr buy anything.coz freddy dun like the fish there..den i think the turtle there,not nice..haha..den we go back wdl..i meet my god bro got old checkpoint see got shoe not.den freddy went home.we meetin 730 to go marsiling coffee shop watch ARSENAL vs liverpool.haha..yeah man...ARSENAL won..4-2..den we go aquarium shop..all close..guess have to buy on sunday or wad liao..

tml goin admiralty for their redcross trainin..sort of manpower..so go help freddy since tml no trainin for evg..den after tat meet 1130 goin down orchard maybe have lunch den 130 has to report to york hotel..for e promotion ceremony...feel quite excited over it...will be goin up to receive the rank n appointment letter from my course officer.haha...

now is exactly 9april..it is oreadi 220 days since ....if not,it will be a yr anniversary.life goes on..alot of things happen during this period of time...but one thing remain unchange,tats is the feeling..it is something even if i wanna change,i cant.although my brain can stop thinkin,my heart cant.every single word tat came out from my mouth,is always true.but i noe,no matter how true it is now,is oreadi of not much importance to her le...ppl will think y i keep dwelling on her when im still young n there r lots of other girls out there.the reason is juz very simple,no one can replace the position of her in my heart.is real hard to find both party who really loves each other truely.both of us had found it.but too bad....is my fault..now it oreadi has happen..this is reality..im facing it oreadi.

love is not a easy things to handle.not juz abt how gd u treat n care for him or her..regretted somethings i have done..but is oreadi too late..even though i had learnt my mistakes,my confidence level for takin up other relationship has oreadi drop to abt zero oreadi n tire of the "love cycle"..except for the relationship between me n her.tats e only one tat i will really fight no matter wad.becoz i understand her through all my mistakes n from e past.i believe she is worth me waiting.....coz she is e one tat i noe i m lookin n dreamin for..now wad had happen oreadi had happen..i can only wait n hope one day i will be given the chance to be wif her til forever.one yr??five yrs??all forever??i dunno either..or maybe forever??i will juz wait..when u really found the rite person,is really very hard to accept tat u had to lose him or her..when i found mine,i was like oh man..god had let me meet e rite person..but izit abit too early???haiz.maybe shud appear after a few relationship of mine,when i really learnt n noe how to handle,den we wont be separated,such thing will not happen..god make me found her..n take away from me so soon..haiz..maybe it is my fate..cant be with the person i love..maybe if she is mine,she's mine.i will be here waiting for her n doin my studies..hope the day me holdin on to her hand,can come..juz hope tat everybody out there treasure and cherish the person u luv...once u lose it...u may not be able to get it back..dun be like me,when e time really arrives,den start to regret.tat time it will be too late..n u will be very sad like me...dun take each other for granted..i myself cant gib any comments,coz i myself oso cant handle..but tats is e thing all of u all muz remember...i hope all e couples stay happy together forever...especially my best frens...best wishes

today timetable is out...rather ok..tues and fri ends abt 5..thurs tat is tml ends earliest,1410..mon 3 something 4.wed ends early,but got cca,so should oso ends at abt 5.kw n stella have 3 pe session,whereas me oni has 2,which is on tues n fri..the lesson so funny..one wk oni has two lecture and 3 tutorial for phy chem n maths,den gp no lecture.all in class.so funny.and today got the project work exam qns liao.. hope will be a gd start of everything.

today..go to school..no much happening..still so boring..the physics lecturer..i nicknamed him as mr smile..he keeps on smiling.every moment u will see him smile.at times,even laugh.he very "boyish" look.very cute.haha.den the chemistry lecturer,always talk nonsense one.haha.humorous sometimes,but lame too.haha.YJ is still ok lo.i feel less stressful.it seems no stress.but i still prefer nanyang,maybe is becoz of the name of the sch.let me feel more proud of being the family of NYJC..now,has to adapt and change..

yesterday...4/4/04..VI last contact session..tat is to say end of VI programme!!! is a rather both sad n happy thing..happy tat sunday no need go course..sad tat we will be parting our coursemate n those happy n hell time we spent together.for this whole ACOC n VI camp i had a fun time though is the training n camp is very tough.we went through alot of up n down.suffer through n now finally pass..next sat will be goin york hotel to receive our cadet officer rank n appointment letter.finally is over!!

today went to evg for red cross training..see the cadets...dot dot dot..they have to really put their socks up..haha..especially sec2..next foot drill comp squad.muz improve alot of stuffs..today training rather a success to me..everything run smoothly..tml stil has to go for course..take test..hope can pass casualty evacuation tml..these few days very busy.busy plannning for camp unity,plan for today training.den stil got studies.suddenly so busy.but i stil can cope.i guess the stress perhaps..is a positive one..busy busy busy..alot of things in my mind..

tday skipped school.coz is orientation game for permanent class.so sian.me diff class wif kw n stella.the 2 of them same class.so gd.
tml sat liao.skipping lectures tml for redcross..haha.suddenly so enthu abt my sch unit..dunno y..now busy doin plannin for camp unity which involve woodgrove,marsiling,admiralty and evg.but plannin oni woodgrove n evg.