Wednesday, June 09, 2004
now the ulp and vip has ended...my lesson oso had stop...the camp was a very fun one..is my first time being a instructor goin for a camp..and i was a mentor to group foxtrot...the cadets on the first day were not performin very well..but as time goes..they start to be more like a leader..this really gives me a sense of satisfaction...they are my first batch of cadets tat i look after in a camp..is very memorable..they even made a card for me..will keep it..hope to see them next yr ulp when they come back for the campfire...
campfire...arifah...u see rite..remember wad i said rite..haiz..is a very sad scene..den when i took camp with daniel stella n angeline go home,after all left except me n stella..on cab..we chat.den talk abt this..even stella oso agree leh..so im not over sensitive rite?haiz..but nth i can do.haha.but i noe is not her fault...she is juz like tat..
yesterday,last day of camp,i skipped lesson n go for the camp.den u see the cadets still wanna take photos wif us,wanna chat,but canot,becoz they needa leave at 5,if not hq afraid their parents wil complain..so we no choice,but to hurry them out..we saw some cried when shakin the instructors hand.so touching..after tat,is e vip debrief..after the debrief,is we instructors conductin our debrief,by andy sir..we discuss on the exercises tat being carried out,and see whether izit necessary n to see is there any improvement,basically is evaluation of all exercises..den i think next batch of vip would be tougher den my batch.i dun wanna compare wif this batch one,coz this batch one is rather slack..compare to ours,our prog tougher n more tedious.den for management crisis,all agreed tat the management crisis presently doent seems to meet its objectives,of havin a crisis compare to the past.andy sir talk abt wad exactly management crisis was like in his time..haha..tat was when he was sec3. den,next management crisis he thinks instructors will plan,no longer cadet,den cadets execute and we assess how they react to the crisis..so,he says,hu will plan,we will sort of noe hu to appoint..inferring to me..becoz,i was the plannin committee of management crisis for my batch of vic. n he saes is the better ones among all he went through. so, everybody say my name....so i think, i needa crack me brain to plan for this dec vic..arrrrr...
den now..more of the things i concern is camp unity,pw and hw,dunno how to plan oreadi.i find tat we got alot of communication brkdown for the cu planning..tat day meetin wif yo..im very fed up..tooo bad i cant do much,im juz oni a prog ic...hate it man..