Wednesday, June 02, 2004
today..went out with her...to sci center,for the lord of the ring exhibition.is a very enjoyable one..abt 4..we left.reach jurong pt at abt 4++..den wanna buy movie tickets..is 1830..so we bought..watchin day after tml..we went to mos burger to eat after buyin tickets...den watch movie..go home le...reach home abt 9+..
it seems like the past...but i noe it isnt...from wad she says...it gives me insecurity..i really dunno wads on her mind rite now..even if is after her o..she oso wont make any decision.haiz..i dunno wad she is thinkin now...i oso got cant do anything abt it..other den wait...and let nature take it own course...maybe now,i juz study..see how it goes..even if we r not together...at least,i still got gd grades...tats e only thing i can have in mind..haiz..love,the love from her, tats all..but is my fault,tat cause this ending..haiz..i guess is either i will have her..or i will have no one...i only left with one n a half yr be4 my ns..i guess tats is oso the time tat will determine whether will we be together i guess..coz if i go to army..i afraid me n her wil contact less..she will have her a lvl by then...unless we keep in contact,if not..no hope le..haiz...