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today,after sch,go to the interact club to clear the recycle bin and den after tat i went back evg for ndp trainin,however, i skip the yjc ndp rehearsal,i decided to quit tat stupid uniform grp thingy,hate tat teacher to e core..

yesterday....went to airport at abt 8..supposed to meet to discuss abt the 55th anniversary fancy drill,den the cadets and lawerence sir are goin to Korea for the exchange prog, flight departing at 11 plus..so we 9 plus went up to the departure hall to see them off...abt 10 plus,den we went back...

yesterday,whole day in evg for red cross...til 9..hq having the link day and crd,den evg having trainin til 9 for the sec3s...all of them pass the accreds,and have a fun time..some of the sec2s are very enthu,but one of them the attitude abit not rite.i think,i will take charge of the sec2s,and try to change them...whereas for the sec1s,most of them oso very enthu and like footdrill,so i think,there shudnt be much prob,but prob will come for e sec3s,coz they will be takin over trainin,if they cant teach welll or they cant lead well,im afraid tat the enthusiasium in the sec1s will change..so i hope the sec3s could do a job...den for my sec4s, they dun wanna join the VI prog for the end of this yr..one of them said camp tough all tat,den i told them,is not e matter of whether e camp tough or not,is whether they have e passion to serve,interest, and commitment,den he kept silent...i think no point in forcing them to join if they really dun wish to...we will oni produce no quality VI, tats all..so, i think i cant help andy sir much.haha...

today..gp lesson quite fun..presentations for the 1 1/2 hrs...we had a fun sharing session...after sch...went to evg...meet stella..den azi join us after tat...den went to cwp with azi evonne..den went home....

yesterday nite,the yjc unifrom grp teacher in charge called me..askin me abt y i nvr go to the marching rehearsal on wed..and still sae,if i didnt contribute to e sch,at e end of e day,can dun give me cca point...sounds more like a threat to me..who cares abt the point..im willing to be a volunteer...now i very fed up..wanna see him n shut him off by quiting uniform grp in tat sch..i believe wad i contributed in RC,will be recognise,no need for yjc to give me the points....juz a 6pts more..so wad...stupid teacher.....

today,after all lessons,went to give tuition,reach home abt 6...other den tat,nothing much to write..
tml,evg having ndp trainin at 230, i will go down and see..now,have to plan e fancy drill....by 16th aug,den 7 aug,got accred at campsite..rgs and maybe scgs....

 
today, after sch,went back to evg for their red cross training.their camp was cancelled becoz of almost half of the sec3s cant attend,so is pointless for the camp to carry on.. den mr sui said tat sat training til 9.juz tat no camp..so no choice lo..he even told us not to get disappointed abt it.is ok lo..so wad i had did yesterday,to change the camp prog,now..sian..no choice...but nvm..

today..get back my chem test results.got 29 out of 60...haiz..i failed...first time in live..but due to a mcq have no ans, they give us one mark.so i pass in tat sense.but i still think i failed.haiz..sad..first time fail chem test..even in first 3 mths, i failed maths, phy, i nvr failed chem..now,come to this lou** sch, i failed my CHEM!! haiz.. o level, nvr get A1, oreadi think i disappoint mrs lam..now??failed chem..

today, after pe, playin bball..i suddenly like got some flash back of sec sch life..play ball with schmates..though they not up to my schmates standard..haha...den during phy extra tutorial..i sort of got a feeling of muz study hard now and put in effort which im not putting now..juz dunno y.

after extra phy tutorial, meet daniel n stella at 888 KFC.den we discussed on evg RC stuff.haiz..we put in so much effort to plan,now get to noe tat not all sec3 can attend,is like so discouraging.im still looking forward at e start.now,is like..haiz...

and during my chi lesson,freddy told me he admitted NUH because of dengue...i hope he recover asap, and catch up with studies after tat... to freddy: no needa worry abt evg camp,we can handle..juz concentrate on recuperating ur health.....

today, went to sch,so tire,like no mood.in class stone. got back my maths test paper.i got 17/70. so sian..den went through the paper. alot of careless mistakes. but no choice.coz i lack of practice. den after sch,went home, thinkin of RC stuff, thinkin of wad to do for the camp,wad kind of notes i shud prepare for them. now almost everything are done,except the lesson presentation,i still dunno wanna use powerpoint or juz talk n present.if powerpoint,muz type. anyway,they will goin to have the notes im goin to give, den they juz needa fill in e blanks.still haven decide yet.see how it goes lo..lookin forward for this camp...........
 
SUNDAY,me karin maam arifah daniel and ys had a meetin at 1330 ( suppose to be), but we meet at 2 den go civic centre eat after tat we discuss on the camp programe den the comin sat training programe. after we plan out the programe, we noe wad we supposed to do. after the meetin, me daniel ys arifah,went to play pool til 1730 den arifah n ys went home,me n daniel went to e lib to look for stella.til abt 7, we left. i went home.

 
today, my chem test, i started of with the structured qns,den only with 7min left,i go do the 15 mcq,when im at q11, the invigilator ask us to put our pen down,den i faster shade the other 4 option without even viewing the qns,dunno how.hopefully will get a B.den chi is like abit easy today,finish 15min earlier for both paper. after the test, took cab to commonwealth sec for the footdrill accred.the accred went rather smooth.den andy sir told me & joan tat the 2 of us plus sarah mizael & edwin will be the ACWO for LD til december,so,we will be responsible  for the planning of LD event.den wad is comin up is the 50t or 55th anniversary ceremony,we needa plan for a fancy drill tat is not fancy tat last 2min,and 3 step oni.and this cannot have any mistake as the minister of state will be present for the event.wow.it was like such a heavy task.nvr expect i will be given that appoinment.maybe sir trust our ability, so i guess, the 5 of us wont disappoint them, but im afraid studies will be in our way,haha..den,i oso needa plan for the management crisis for december vip,i still dunno wad to include,andy sir says my previous management crisis is roughly there,juz make improvement,but i still dun have much idea,maybe whoever can help me,can give me suggestions.den we oso tok abt psycho ppl to join the vip.especially me,coz joan unit their sec4 most of them wanna join,juz my unit,they no interest leh,i think i really muz psycho til they join.haha.. after tat,me joan andy sir,jian fu sir and jorin maam went to one of the cafe or restaurant at vendevous(spelling not sure) hotel, opposite of paradiz centre, to eat and chat til abt 715.den we left,andy sir and jian fu sir goin to catch movie with some other instructors at PS. den me joan and jorin maam took train back...

today, skipped phy tutorial...coz i think is not needed lo,i did my tutorial,so no point go.den reach home at 3,den i took a nap,and wake at 5.now typing my blog , tml having chem and chi test,til 1315,after tat goin commonwealth sec for footdrill accred,sian,have to miss my sch for RC trainin,becoz of all the tests!!! sian,but i believe my fellow instructors can do their job, rite, azi??haha..later passin my uniform to joan,so she will bring the uniform for me,den i no need carry so much things to sch for test..tat shud be all for the day...

today,was a slack day in school.only got one lecture den break den chem prac followed by phy tutorial den gp,den dismiss.but i attended a talk by singapore public prosecutor.a very interesting talk,quite resourceful..later still muz do hw den study for sat chem test...

today, i was the parade commander early in the mornin..stand there and give command.after tat stand til the announcement is finished,so sian.
today pw period,mrs dhillon access us on our collaboration,individually,i got an exceeding expectation,for grp wise,we got a high meetin expectation.quite ok,rather pleased for the results.

toay..woke up,saw my dad was in e living room watchin the copa match...den i went to bath..after i came out from bathroom,my dad was in the kitchen.den he suddenly said tat my mum yesterday nite came out from the room to living room and told him tat she is feelin dizzy,wanted to take medical oil.be4 she took it,she fainted,luckily my dad grab her,after i hear this,i stunned.acknowledge and paused for a moment..den he said again,when i was still "in my mum" stomach,they went to watch movie,den she said she is feelin giddy as well,den fainted.den yesterday again..he den told me,not to gib mum too much stress.thus i was worried.but she is aslp.den i left home for chi listening compre..on the train,i still thinkin abt it,very afraid tat something wud happen to my mum.at tat point of time,i have the thinkin of we really needa treasure everyone close to us,coz we duno wad will happen tml,or even the next min.reach sch,i ask stella how,she told me her mum oso like tat,den was becoz of low blood.i oso dunno how,den went for listenin compre. it was rather easy,den while waitin for the LC to start,i nearly fall asleep,as usual,is fm 92.4,so the classical music creates a very relaxin feelin.after LC,me and stella took cab to evergreen for RC trainin,it was fine,look at the cadets,especially sec 1,they finally can do Bersurai and Keluar baris,and the discipline level is better.the committee is oso announce,and e first person announced was lydia,and she gave a very blur face,all e VI were laughin..haha.after tat went to eat at cwp with karin maam,freddy sir,hafiz arifah and daniel.after tat,we left.den we decided to go OCC to play billiard,(me daniel freddy).den they followed me home and change,den go occ.once i reach home,i ask my mum,she sae,is tat she drank abit of my dad can of beer,den like tat,den i sae,but dad sae in e past,there was once such incident,she smile.den i ask her see doc,she sae,really is e beer.i really dunno wad to do,so tat she can go see doc and check up..play til 6, we left.i went to look for my mum,she is at my grandma place.near vista point.den go vista point,my baby bro cut hair.den we went back to grandma place til 11 plus.den now,im home writtin blog..

fri,oral.rather easy,the conversation,the examiner ask me alot sia,dun wanna let me go,chat and chat,iike so carefree.den went lib to take the friendship band from debbie.i went back to change n meet ys.went to cwp buy present,den go play pool awhile,at abt 5 30,we took 966,go parkway,den walk to east coast park.it is sarah bdae celebration,my VI fren.though her bday is on sat.juz an early celebration.we had a fun time,den me joan eusoff and ys took cab home while daniel took bus back to his near house at kallang.rach home abt 12 plus..den 1 plus slp...

yesterday i skipped cca..den one of my schmate called,ask me to see ms koh today..den ask me wanna help out on sun at ang mo kio cc..is 8am til 11am..i now thinkin want to go not..coz is mornin..cant slp..haha..den i told them im fine with it..but i today nvr find the teacher...den tml oral...hope can score well..shudnt be a prob..

nice template??finally get to change...but the links not yet done...i haven change yet..tire liao..now go to bed...change some other time..so pls to go click on those links...

today..during readin period,read the book i borrowed..tryin out the pointers taught in e book.be4 i wanna sae something like ar,...hw..boring..or stuff like tat, i think of wad e book says,not to to such negative remarks in our mind,it will become a habit in our subconscious mind..haha..den i will try to change to something positive..haha...juz finish my proj written report.turnin in soon...

today,had my pw meeting at civic center mac..after tat..went to zap it to photocopy something...den went to cinema to check out for spiderman..it was 3pm, 405 n 450 one oreadi sold out..den i ask ying sheng to come now so tat can buy ticket,coz i nvr have enough cash..so we intend to watch 630..nvr noe,oni left with front seats...den we change to 715...finally got back seat..after tat,went to lib,i searchin for more infomation for my project work..den i tot of borrowin book to read...i borrowed e book by the title of positive thinkin...abt 5,ys went home with me to put down my bags n take money,after tat we went to play pool....den at 7,we go long john to buy food,wanna smuggle into e theatre..haha..after e show we went home..