Saturday, September 25, 2004
today....went to evg for RC trainin...today will be e last trainin.....after e exam may have 2 more, one will be the promotional parade...today evac accred is rather ok...there are extreme cases...for theory, ppl can get 29/30..and ppl can get 0!!!...tat's e sad case...but that cadet is very enthu...i really dunno wads wrong with her....for the practical...some still cant do recovery position...haiz..abit sad...dunno y...while we teach them...they look tat they understand it...but...
after trainin go eat with 4e1 classmate den now at evonne house mahjong..again...haha....
think today will go home late again..lolx...tml will stay at home...family day.......
fri studied at wdl lib....wtih freddy and stella...phy...SHM got some qns cannot do...den gravitation i read e notes again...i see something not right...gna clarify with tutor on mon liao....
now at evonne house...with e rest....tats abt all....
Thursday, September 23, 2004
yes man!!tml is fri...haha..finally...weekend!!!..haha...tml lesson will oso be very slack...got 2 1/2 hrs of chi...sian... next fri, 1 OCT, is a half day to us.dismiss at 1110.becoz YJC get the top value added college or something...principal gives us half day... but then..the stupid interact club like need us stay back to pack goodie bags for the open house..sian 1/2..i hope they make it thurs lo...so fri i can get my half day..and i am thinkin, who the hell wud wanna come YJ open house...so stupid...
juz read evonne email....it is really very nice...and it makes me think abt tat kind of things again...evonne!!!..haha.but is nice after all..it does make sense...however, e frenship thing, is not very realistic to me...there are things tat cannot be forgiven i guess..the eg in e web is tat a slap, i mean tat is of a surface kind of hurt, but not emotionally..it can be forgiven of coz..but if is something beyond the trust and the frenship, i guess i cant let wind wash away...haha...
then those abt love (e 2nd one)...haha...it is very true..lolx...it looks like my case...haha...haiz..think abt it oso sian...no end...tats e prob abt luv...haa..
anyway i had put those web on e left...hope evonne u dun mind??haha...the web is in chi...non chi....i have to say sorry...but part of it are got english..haha...
is indeed nice..go have a look people..!
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
today is tue liao....3 more days to weekend....AR!!!!..haha...now everyday keep doin countdown to weekends, not PROMOs...haha...though my promos is round e corner...starts on 18 oct..
is like i noe my syllabus, noe my work, so not very worried in studyin...of shud i say i got no urgency,but i noe i need to in order to get my As...hopefully i will start the week after..hahaha...
after the promos, still got pw oral presentation, den chi exam, den extra lesson, den only my holidays come.....which is on 23 Nov...den is all e campsssss..haha...which is wad i lookin forward to.....
Saturday, September 18, 2004
juz came back abt half an hour ago from yesterdae dinner...haha...dinner til today....me,freddy,evonne,angelia and kee teng...haha..after our dinner at pasta, den we go buy some stuffs...den we went to cavana,sit and chat til abt 1215.....this kind of interaction is really gd...
finally...after talking...i feel so much better...like i told evonne,i will do wad i shud do now...nothing else shud distract me...i muz concentrate...my 3 As.....nothing is more impt liao...i think,at this stage...everything muz let nature take it course liao..wad cant be fated is our results and goals...so i muz juz study study n study...to fulfil my dreams of my life...other things beyond my control, i will not bother...or shud i say juz leave it aside...freddy...dun bother so much liao...no matter how hard u think,or concern, the matter cant be resolve...coz e whole thing not juz abt u.....since u cant solve it,dun think abt it....u can do it...without a g*** beside us, or with, doesnt make any diff wad...rite...coz e purpose of a relationship is not juz abt u and her on e surface...so dun broad over so much and not knowing wad to do..if she luvs u,she wil oso be more concern with the things abt the two of u...if she dun, den y make urself suffer by thinkin when she is not??rite??? hope u can let go n dun be so vex..........
few more hrs later will be RC trainin....and it is sat now...dunno how i will goin to spend it,haha...evonne said after RC n lunch, mahjong..lOl...see how it goes....i think be4 i get down to study real hard, let me enjoy more..haha....
Friday, September 17, 2004
finally.....weekend is coming....one wk of sch had passed....shiok man..haha...think im gna fail my maths test liao....den chem still nvr do well enuff...now is wkend,dunno shud relief or study...promos on 18oct..i oso dunno when to study..maybe i shud start rite today..but i no mood...later goin dinner with friends...after tat dunno do wad liao..
tml will be RC trainin...think their camp reports are ready.first time view camp reports of my cadets..feeling so diff when i write my camp report..haha...den tml oso dunno do wad...feel like goin Kbox..but dunno who will wanna go..daniel needs to work..sian..happy tat it is wkend,but is boring....haiz,cant spend it at a enjoyable way....
Saturday, September 11, 2004
yesterday, me freddy daniel angelia gao ping and ms ng(dunno how to spell her name), were at evonne house playing mahjong,den ms ng left followed by gao ping.we play until abt 6, den go 888 for breakfast, i reach home at abt 7..slp til 3..tat is not long ago from now...haha....won abt 15 bucks..haha...so fast, the term brk is abt to end....is gonna be another ten week of schs...and PROMOS..haiz.dunno how....very sian...hoping for the end of yr holiday to come...looking forward to the VIP and camps....today..dunno wad i wil do again...most prob dinner later,den pool...haha..
Monday, September 06, 2004
see those pics...both taken during teachers' day eve...one is my classmates with my bio teacher and ss/geo teacher...the other one is me n my maths teacher...she is e wonderful teacher man...
during the red cross camp...on second day nite....me,karin,freddy,daniel,arifah,evonne,chatted from dunno 2 til 4 plus am...den slp til 530....haha..i really noe wad is wrong with me,wad karin ma'am said,i knew it myself too..but sometimes,i really a perfectionist....always want perfect,and always wanted e best...tats y tat will happen...now i am trying to change...but i oso need one to give oneself to change n if he really want to....i dunno....hope everything can be resolve...
now i needa study for promo, follow e 55th anniversary fancy drill, and the vi prog preparations....i guess these 3 are my main priorites now....this holi,i muz really study real hard...for my 3 As....ppl...muz help me to control oso..haha...i always get distracted..haha.....