Saturday, September 18, 2004
juz came back abt half an hour ago from yesterdae dinner...haha...dinner til today....me,freddy,evonne,angelia and kee teng...haha..after our dinner at pasta, den we go buy some stuffs...den we went to cavana,sit and chat til abt 1215.....this kind of interaction is really gd...
finally...after talking...i feel so much better...like i told evonne,i will do wad i shud do now...nothing else shud distract me...i muz concentrate...my 3 As.....nothing is more impt liao...i think,at this stage...everything muz let nature take it course liao..wad cant be fated is our results and goals...so i muz juz study study n study...to fulfil my dreams of my life...other things beyond my control, i will not bother...or shud i say juz leave it aside...freddy...dun bother so much liao...no matter how hard u think,or concern, the matter cant be resolve...coz e whole thing not juz abt u.....since u cant solve it,dun think abt it....u can do it...without a g*** beside us, or with, doesnt make any diff wad...rite...coz e purpose of a relationship is not juz abt u and her on e surface...so dun broad over so much and not knowing wad to do..if she luvs u,she wil oso be more concern with the things abt the two of u...if she dun, den y make urself suffer by thinkin when she is not??rite??? hope u can let go n dun be so vex..........
few more hrs later will be RC trainin....and it is sat now...dunno how i will goin to spend it,haha...evonne said after RC n lunch, mahjong..lOl...see how it goes....i think be4 i get down to study real hard, let me enjoy more..haha....