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yes! i have completed the log list....is 2 am now..haha..but i noe definitely i need to do some changes here n there..tml not goin OA camp. first is my YO not goin, den my name is not reflected in e nominal roll, plus tml got sdc recce, n i need to plan things, so i choose not to go. now muz go slp liao. tml meetin 8 at kallang mrt....

yeah...is my first day of holiday! and wad i did for today is went to e campsite for RIs n Cedars accred..den followed angeline with e hq van back to hq...den we go for lunch n ps kfc. doreen maam joined us as well..after lunch, ying sheng n i went to marsiling to help freddy with his unit non residential camp..after tat, accompany daniel awhile be4 he goes to work. den i meet frens for dinner n chat til abt 10 den we left..is a day full with activity..

den, now im gna do e logistic list for vip...though i sort of like noe my role, i not very sure of completing my task in a very "correct" manner..haha..but with e help of my two assistants,yu ching n daniel, i think we can do it. furthermore, daniel has been doin log for several times.haha..this let me recall of my vip. i was assign to plan management crisis, and i have nvr came across MC, i totally have no idea ab tit. but i oso completed it with my committee.so i hope this time round, will be a success too...

other den plannin log list n MC for this vip, i oso need to sort of set e mood of e camp on e first day, due to e fact tat all CWOs will not be attendin e first session.coz,if e mood is not set right,den it wil eventually affect e whole camp.this can show tat sir actually look highly on me, and im really very glad n feel honour to take up this very crucial task. on the other hand, i feel tat this task shud be assign to some more senior instructor. i juz think tat im e most junior instructor among e instructors.so this job being given to me, i feel abit weird. is like a junior instructor like me, shudnt me be doin something with less responsibilites? this is how i feel. but i do appreciate sir for lookin highly on me, n oso the other 5 of us. i will do my best(in fact,is a muz.haha),n not let him down.

yesterday, after sch..i went to worked..reach home around 1130...den slept at abt 1+
today, woke at 1130.. later goin campsite meeting andy sir n e rest.. tml needs to work..still got two more days of lesson be4 my holidays arrive...!!!! den i will start doin all my plans n proposal for vip... target to finish by end of next week...

yesterday, i skipped phy lecture and took cab home to put stuff den rushed down to meritus mandarin. it will be e final show for our wks of hard work.and is also time for us to say gd bye to the cadets. other den coordinatin guard of honour, i oso helpin Rita, a VDD staff, to cue the performers. i oso need to control the lights for the fancy drill, which is so impt.i m really very nervous.becoz the effect is very impt. when i was up in e control rm, i saw the stage n front part of the floor cadets, they did it well and is their best. i m proud of them. this is not only my first attempt trainin fancy drill cadets, but is oso sarah,edwin,poh huat,joan n mizael first time. i think all of us did well (especially edwin,who did alot of things at the start).. cheers everybody!!! finally is over. though the time spend is rather short, we sort of have little bit of "feeling". haha. after we dismiss them, 3 of the IJ girls told joan tat they wanna meet us. but as instructors, we all noe tat we cant, becoz is late, they need to go home. no choice, but to convince n lied to them tat we r goin home, dun wait for us. although is alot of hard work, i think is worthwhile, after seein their drill.and more imptly, we learn something. after the dinner, we (me joan poh huat edwin mizael, n some sirs n maams) went to paragon coffee bean for kopi n chatted til 12+ n me edwin mizael joan took cab home.

becoz of tat, i slpt at abt 2am. den mornin i nvr go for the first two hrs of GP tutorial. i woke at 9 n go sch for e chem lecture. my GP tutor is leavin YJC, which i think she shud, as it is a lousy sch!!.. haha..she is goin to RJC.. and today is her last lesson with us.haiz, and i nvr turn up.whole class took photos with her..i dun get the chance to..abit sad.she is really a very gd teacher. who teaches very well, n very understandin to us.YJ is losing a treasure as she is leaving. den went to HQ after my lesson to meet poh huat , sarah , and andy sir. simon sir is oso present. after tat j0an join us, coz she woke oni at 3..haha.. still has 3 more days of lesson, den will be my holiday, and i will plan for all the things i needa do for VIP. now no mood for sch. so sian..

today, get back my results. is not wad up to my expectations.none of my subj i get A. haiz. now like no more mood for sch anymore, but still has to go, coz got lectures.sian..
tml will be the dinner itself, few wks of hard work, tml will be the final day. after sch, muz rush down to meritus mandarin. hopefully still can see the cadets and give them moral support.tats wad i can do. today cant go their trainin becoz of my lesson endin at 5. tml will be e only day. hope they are well prepared for it. now no mood for lesson.is mood for camps n other stuff...

today went to HQ at 830, for 55th Anniversary fancy drill. this time round, is so much better from the past, though their morale today is low.joan use all sort of way to cheer them up, but they still sound so dead..when coming til the end, is abit better, all becoz of joan effort of motivating them.den, after their vetting, is LD meeting.really lookin forward to e camp.nw is all e planning. we hope we can fulfil jianfu sir wish.and i want to as well.
tml is going to work. my fellow colleagues are really very friendly. this is e first time i actually work, and i get to work in such gd environment,makes me feel so great.though is tiring, but whenever they say thank u after we serve them, i feel quite gd. sort of i complete my task in serving them which makes them feel gd. sort of a sense of satisfaction.

today, was supposed to work, in e end, nvr. they say enuff ppl.so i will go on sunday.chi paper today,quite ok, paper 1 can do, paper 2, quite tough.no matter wad, is over, shud be able to pass i guess.tml goin for fancy drill trainin. dunno y..abit sian..kinda funny feeling tat cannot put to words. end with a quote that goes like this,
When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice.










When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice.

today, when my hp alarm rang, i feel so tire, went back to slp.haha..den my mum came in and asked, im not goin to sch..i say ya..haha..so tire man..den woke up at 1030, went to bugis temple den go cut hair. reach home at 2..

yesterday,unit got trainin..the sec3s, they really cannot make it..i look at e way they teach fd, really let me feel so sad..the way we taught them is so different.is like if they cannot give proper instructions ok la, but e content muz be there. for them, is e content not there, i really cant take it. the way we taught them, as in e content, they forget, really let me feel very disappointed..after trainin, went to hq again.met edwin joan poh huat xin yue n miao ling, discuss on this yr VIP assessment..nvr expect miao ling to come...reach home abt 11 plus..