Monday, January 31, 2005
several things happen for the past few many many days.....but i have no mood to blog....
first is the korean RC delegates are here, and i went for the welcome dinner, and also sendin them off on sat...after tat, is talentime. is not wad i expected to be....and is my first time goin for talentime...
rather tire recently...and i have no mood to blog abt things tat happen.....i shall juz end..
Saturday, January 22, 2005
yesterday recce is fun...went to suntec with jf sir andy sir and evelyn maam in e evenin...den i joined henry and denys they all at newton circle....intended to go home...but they drag me to their house....eventually i got home this mornin 10+...woke up at 5...is the first time i meet them for yr 2005...perhaps nvr meet them for abt 3mths...but our freq is still there...yeah..lazy to carry on..
Sunday, January 16, 2005
few days since i last blogged..thurs i didnt get to go to unit trainin...again is becoz of the lousy sch management...wed den tell us tat thurs needa stay back for extra phy lesson....5 to 630...so shit...and there is a set of ws to be completed...den when i went for it...it was a total waste os my time...all e qns i had completed..and the ans are correct..e lecturer cant even teach,,i was not listenin to her at all..oni mark my ans...shud have pon!!! haiz...wasted..next trainin i muz go!!!
yesterday...went to accred...and is andy's sir birthday....we had our meeting til 7 plus....appointed the new member in our office...n discuss abt the yr event...
today, went shoppin with jf sir n andy sir...went round lookin for his suit...is really not his day...we went to 3 outlets, cant find his size...and e shoe he bought, oso not his ideal size..haha...quite fun...nvr went shoppin for very long....
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
was so tire when i got up this mornin..cant get use to waking up so early due to waking up late for the mont of holiday....today lesson suppose to end at 4..but there is chem test paper review today..from 5 to 6.. and i nvr sit for the test..i took a mc tat day...and when i got the paper today, is was like er....i tot it is gna be very tough...but is all possible to be done...doable...now i understand organic chem better...and i like it too!! basically i like everything in chem...sun is my sec sch chem teacher death anniversary....is her..yes...who inculcate me with the gd foundations...
my maths and gp tutor changed....but, they are ok after all..not much of attitude prob..but my maths tutor talk alot of crap...gp tutor not as nice as my previous tutor...she is still e best...
You can't change the past,but you can ruin the presentby worrying over the future.
Friday, January 07, 2005
first wk of sch is gone...and im gna fail all my tests...haha..this wk still cant put red cross aside...haiz..their FD really make me worry..and evergreen ndp RC is e GOH...which is wad i have long for when im a cadet..finally it can be fulfilled...but is my A level yr..i dunno whether shud i commit and plan...is a opportunity for us...but is not at e very rite time...i dunno wad to do now...but i dun wish to see anything screw up..i want to see success...not only np can be e goh...evg rc oso can be as outstanding them them....but i really dunno whether will it affect my studies...is a tough decision for me..my reflex action is to tell me to take up this..but i noe it will take up my time for studies...is really a golden opportunity at a very wrong timin for me..den my sec4s cant be e GOH..oni sec3..my sec3 their drills still not up to e standard..ar...!!!!
and alot of things happen between my sec4s..they really make me so worried..and stress...im oso as stress as them now....such situation..how can i concentrate in my studies n leave my hands out of my unit...haiz...perhaps, cant juz blame them...maybe VIs oso have a part to play....hope tml talentime they wont be upset if results disappoint them..i noe is abit difficult for them to get into finals..not i have no confidence in them..but is really very hard...hope will not be a big blow to them.....
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
sch started...two tests sure fail liao..haha...gp, passage dun understand.,,maths...cant do..haha...today...pon...nvr go sch..went to unit see their orientation..haha...tml bio...which is not my business..so no sch..haha...initial plan was stella arifah and i wear full uniform tml for e orientation..in e end, the teacher in charge sae tml external instructor cant go down..he said the orientation very messy..is their own ppl who cant manage, blame it on all instructors..really CMI...den fri oni UG booth set up...den we can go down...abit out of point lo...sch management really sucks big time....went to airport to send the medical team off to sri lanka...in e end, they dun even like appreciate our presence...we stand there n chit chat for abt 1hr, and nth else..den end up goin BK to eat den left....
Sunday, January 02, 2005
times flies...sch is starting tml...have to settle down my thoughts for studies...no more play...but i still feel tat i have not yet enjoyed n rested enuff...week 1 of sch is test..tml is gp...tues is maths..wed is chem...thurs no test ( so i can stay at home n go evg for RC trainin)...fri phy...there goes my first wk of sch....fast yeah? yes..gna be very fast...haha...
Fri is cca recruitment day for my unit..i have told e chairperson wad to do...thurs is their training..i had oso planned out the FD training out for them...is abt 8 trainings...this yr level of competition is very high...but is ok..as long as they put in their best n effort...regardless of the result of e competition, i'll be satisfied.....