Friday, January 07, 2005
first wk of sch is gone...and im gna fail all my tests...haha..this wk still cant put red cross aside...haiz..their FD really make me worry..and evergreen ndp RC is e GOH...which is wad i have long for when im a cadet..finally it can be fulfilled...but is my A level yr..i dunno whether shud i commit and plan...is a opportunity for us...but is not at e very rite time...i dunno wad to do now...but i dun wish to see anything screw up..i want to see success...not only np can be e goh...evg rc oso can be as outstanding them them....but i really dunno whether will it affect my studies...is a tough decision for me..my reflex action is to tell me to take up this..but i noe it will take up my time for studies...is really a golden opportunity at a very wrong timin for me..den my sec4s cant be e GOH..oni sec3..my sec3 their drills still not up to e standard..ar...!!!!
and alot of things happen between my sec4s..they really make me so worried..and stress...im oso as stress as them now....such situation..how can i concentrate in my studies n leave my hands out of my unit...haiz...perhaps, cant juz blame them...maybe VIs oso have a part to play....hope tml talentime they wont be upset if results disappoint them..i noe is abit difficult for them to get into finals..not i have no confidence in them..but is really very hard...hope will not be a big blow to them.....