Tuesday, March 29, 2005
today my phone alarm went off at 630....i told myself to slp for another 1 hr..haha...woke up at 730...bath n get changed..waited abt 10mins for cab..haha...today there is formal assembly...so i lazy to go...late for once shud not be a problem..reached sch and i got my gp paper one result...failed by 2.5 marks...is like first thing in the mornin i received such news...but then, wad surprise me is tat i passed my phy test..got 62/100..i was really shocked...i concluded that whenever i studied for it, i will fail...when i dun study, i pass...tats really weird..it is proven, coz my previous result substantiated..
oh ya, the ans to the qns i posted is (A). i've got it...haha..and i think i choose (A) in my chem test...my tutor went through the ans for mcq, i got 14/20...hope i can pass chem...though i didnt study for it too...haha...
Monday, March 28, 2005
Woke up at 9.30am today...took out my chem notes and read it til abt 11..den i slack n watch tv..think this is e first time im so least prepare for test..be it chem or other subj...Reach the test venue...i look at qns 1, i dunno how to do liao, lucky is a mcq qns...is really very not typical qns..the qns goes:
15 cm3 of an organic compound containin carbon, hydrogen and oxygen is burnt completely in air at a temperature of 160 degree celcius. when the resulting gas mixture is passed through concentrated sulphuric acid and then subsequently through aqueous sodium hydroxide, equal reductions in volume of 45 cm3 each resulted. what could be the compound?
A) CH3COCH3
B) CH3CH2OCH3
C) CH2CHCHO
D) CH3 CH2OH
I really dunno wad does the 45 cm3 reduction means. dun really understand the qns...i oni noe tat co2 n H2O is e product after complete combustion..haha
structure qns still ok...i think if i really study as hard as the previous times..i think can do...hope i can pass lo..this test i solely depend on my memory base on wad i studied for last term test..
Sunday, March 27, 2005
NDP trainin is really very short...i think the cadets muz be in suspense...coz they have to come again next wk...all becoz of the rain...shall not comment much on e ns men...coz afterall i will be enlisted in less than 1 yr time... ARH!!!!it has been so long since we get together chatted happily with no worries in mind..though i have, my chem paper is tml..haha...but at that instant, nothing else came to my mind..we settle down with paper and pen..things work out..tats so amazing yeah...really enjoyed myself..especially we get things work... : ]
we took bus home together...and ppl slept so soundly...haha..reached home at abt 9...
Maturity is very impt...i believe there is no right or wrong ans to certain problems..it purely depends on how mature one is tat will affect the decision or shud i say conclusion...but is sad to see e ppl who u regarded as frens yet turn out to be some1 who caused prob to u...and the thing is not juz u, but to a grp of ppl...reality is juz this cruel... things arent simple...even simplest things will have its complicated sight...abit contradictin rite?yes..but to me, it is true...
u did something right and gd, ppl will not appreciate..they will oni think tat it is expected to be tat way..
when u did something wrong...ppl will not only blame u, but oso make complain and condemned u.
this is reality...
Forgive and forget....this is wad i have done quite recently..about 2-3 weeks ago?haha...i really feel great...and when u oso heard tat e person oso said he has started to put behind e past n accept u, is even more promising...it is really very impt to put aside the past n see some1 as a new person be4 u can forgive his or her mistake...if not, u will nvr able to see tat the person has changed..coz the prejudice is oreadi there....
it makes u feel so much better after u forgive..really..i have finally feel it....
i believe there is no one who enjoys doin wrong things. there muz be a reason for the person for doin something wrong...there muz be...we have to understand tat...perhaps with this, it can help us to really forgive and forget.....
Unforgiveness may be aimed at others, but the greatest wound is to yourself.-Scott Johnson
Holding on to anger, resentment and hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughter and the lightness in your life.-Joan Lunden
An eye for an eye ends up making the whole world blind-Mohandas Ghandi
Love, give and forgive and you'll be blessed. -Jose B. Cabajar
Thursday, March 24, 2005
yesterday went out with henry and gang at abt 9pm near novena....he's treatin dinner coz of his bday is tml... (but it seems to be supper coz is already 9+)....after the "dinner" we went to play number ball...there are 6 of us playing...my goodness...nvr played with so many ppl be4...not nice..think max 4 will be best..took cab back from paradiz....$20....haiz...broke liao..juz went to polyclinic see doc...took my mc...is supposed to fake ill..but when i woke up this morning, i really fall ill..flu and headache...later goin unit trainin...after tat.dunno wad to do liao...by the way..stella told me e maths paper today quite difficult...fortuanately i didnt go...mc is better den a F grade when reflected in my result slip...
i will have long weekend this week liao..haha...today, tml, sat and sun!!! haha..but tml im studying for organic chem to prepare for mon paper....sat goin ndp internal trainin at campsite...have to wake up early...reached there by 830..
think i have rested enuff for the past few many many days...is time to tune back for studies.... books books books....
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Today finish my phy paper...haha..didnt really study for it..not sure if i can pass...yesterday after gp paper, slept in the afternoon...den slacked til 9+ den start studyin..til abt 11..i went to bed again..haha..den woke up 9 am this mornin to study...left for sch at 11plus...borrowed tut from stella and read through....den i went for the paper...seems so unprepared...tml no paper...so is one day off for me...thurs will be maths..den mon is chem...sat is ndp internal trainin in campsite...i will be goin....every sat will be a RC activity...it seems like if there isnt any, it'll be quite weird..haha...doin and teaching fd..which is wad i like...lookin forward to sat..becoz it is weekend again..haha..
Sunday, March 20, 2005
workshop is over...though is juz 3 session, is a very gd experience...especially when the cadets passed their accred...the kind of feeling is hard to describe....their attitude changed alot...from the first session when they came, til yesterday when they left...we can see their attitude is so much better...after the workshop,we went to mac and eat...met 2 cadets...they approached me to say thank you..which makes me so embarrassed but delighted....embarrassed becoz they said "thank you sir for helpin us to pass e accred" which makes ppl turnin their and look at me...delighted becoz they did bring back the "things" i have taught them and they appreciated me...
other den me, all other instructors oso contributed greatly...i wud like to thank all of them...
tml sch starts...it will be term 2..arh..!!! i will have to slog another 10 wks be4 holiday again.....next wk wil be test...and i think i gna flunk again....haha..no mood to study today...gna take the whole day to rest....coz for e one whole wk, i have not really rested enough....
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Break camp yesterday.....after the camp....we went for lunch and den mahjong at ys house...we had lots of fun..haha...in the camp, we notice alot of things. one of my sec4s, she finally can stand infront of cadets and give firm instructions.when i witness tat sight myself..i really feel great..finally she can do it...i felt the sense of satisfaction...for this upcoming badge of committee, i think compare to my sec4s badge, there is some way quite similar..i shudnt disclose too much...coz i realise my cadets know my blog..haha...hope that my last 3 mths stay in the unit, can change and groom them to be a better leader....
gna go out later with my sec sch frens...was surprise when one of them called me last nite...i tot i gna spend my birthday doin nth liao....but peng keong called me..we (peng keong,denys,henry,daniel) r goin to kbox later on...it has been so long, tat we didnt meet up and have some entertainment together...all my best frens..my buddies...haha...
i slept at abt 11 last nite...henry called me at 12 am...i woke up..and i receive smses...i look at the timing of the msges, the i receive one at 0000:27...im really very very shock..i dun expect to be this person..i dun even think tat this person noes my bday and im having test when sch reopens..it is really unexpected...some sent at 12 plus...i do receive their msg and replied to them...i think i went back to slp at abt 1am...this morning i woke up, is also flooded with smses..haha...first thing in e mornin when i woke up, i receive greetings...im really happpy when i read those msges...thanks alot to all of them who make my day so great...!!
although i receive greetings from many of my frens, i still have not heard from her..does she really forget? i dunno.........
Monday, March 14, 2005
just came back from mandai crematorium....had sent my cousin off his last journey...everything is over...he has left all of us...pray that he rest in peace....gd bye...Now goin to evg for unit camp..oni be back on wed....and i realise i have quite alot of things to complete for this wk...my tutorials...my revision for next wk block test...FD MCQ papers....prehaps....i have to spend my birthday "meaningfully" doin those things..
Sunday, March 13, 2005
yesterday mornin,i received the most shocking news ever. i really cant accept that fact. it is so stunning that i dunno wad to do, how to react, i juz "stone" for a minute or so with my mouth open..life is really very fragile. we have to cherish the moments we have today, coz we nvr know wad will happen tomorrow.after the workshop yesterday, we went to ps mac for dinner...met up with fiona,ys,yc & yuhui. after the dinner, jf sir, mizael and i went to coffee bean at paragon...initially wanted to go home, but we decided to go for coffee..haha...
chatted for quite a while til abt 10 before we headed home..
Although my holidays starts tomorrow, i have lessons tomorrow...morning is 2hrs lecture, followed by chem and phy tutorial.....i think gna end at abt 3....after tat will go down to unit camp....is from tml til wed. den will be thurs..haha...i will go to BBDC in the mornin to book my basic theory test date...hehe...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Monday is holiday....haha...since mizael wants me to update..haha..i have one more day to rest...and slp..next wk will be last wk of term 1...den it will be march holiday...and i can register for my driving basic theory in abt 11 days time... yesterday the workshop was rather fine..with no hicups..everything goes smoothly...but the weather is abit hot...haha...after e workshop, we went to eat at boon keng complex i supposed....den went to hotel rendevous coffee club..reached home at abt 10....
today dunno wad i will be doin...feel like goin out...but have no idea where to go.....