Saturday, September 17, 2005
I said i will update yesterday...but den..now den i update..haha..guess wad?is 0530 now..haha..juz got home..out with my frens n godbro...haha...and im goin to ECP later..with my committee...so fast...this 2005 is comin to an end...any the this committee is oso goin to be "due" soon...haha...think this is the second batch i see them through from committee to graduation...but i juz feel tat the time this batch has is like so short...juz dunno y....they will be the 4th batch liao...next yr will be the 5th..fast isnt it?i oso cant believe i graduated from tat sch for 2 yrs liao...hope by next yr...they can achieve wad we believe.....Anyway, i gna wish Happy 18th Birthday to my bro...Mizael..haha...though i had send my greetings...
after 4 papers..or shud i say.5 papers (phy P1 & P2, chem P3, maths P1 & P2)...i concluded...As is all abt practising and memorising...is a definite..except for 1 qns, data analysis in phy..the rest all require practise and memorisin..i really dun understand...y muz the education system make students to be like tat...Os i dun believe in doin tys...i always apply wad i learnt...still manageable..BUT..As..is a NO..becoz, the paper is set in a way tat once u look at the qns, u muz start writing out the answer..no time for u to pause n think...i make a calculation...is average of 14 mins per qns...and each qns has many sub qns, like part a(i), b etc....so..how the hell to complete...i tried..for today phy paper 2, i complete first qns in abt 15mins..subsequently, i nvr keep track anymore...and paper 1 is mcq...As is all abt time management n die hard practising n memorisin...i feel so sad...we are told not to juz study wad we r required to noe for exam, do not memorise, and apply wad u learn base on situation..contradictorily,the system does not help but yet making things the other way...I really have to do TYS now! Hate it...when i look through all the qns...i can do...but are all blank...so helpless...is juz becoz of....time...timimg..back to my post duno how entries be4..abt time again...sigh...TIME!!!!!!
When can everything be so timely for me? when can they arrive? is really so near yet so far.....