Tuesday, September 06, 2005
sometimes i really wonder..will i really be happy after wad i am doing now...wads the point of getting those things..am i one who can really live without tat?can i still be happy even if i have wad i want??am i juz tryin to cheat myself??i feel it is coming again...but it seems very wrong...wad shud i do...i really dunno....izit really too early now??there are still ppl can make it..though is the very minority...y cant i??y cant it happen on me??think is very true..something the more u wanna get it...the more u cant get it....ironically, if u are indifferent about it, it comes to u very naturally....think everything have been wonderful..but y not this as well?perhaps god is fair...but which 1 wud i prefer??i oso dunno...but i noe im not one tat can live without it.....