Thursday, September 01, 2005
Today is teacher's day...happy teacher's day to all the teacher's who have taught me...as if they noe i had wished them...Went back evg yesterday...it reminds me of sec1 teacher's day....so much fun..and get into trouble...met up with some of my zhu peng guo you...have a talk...time passed real fast...used to play bball everyday after sch with them...stay in sch til the gate closes den we head home..sometimes nvr even go home...went to play bball at fushan...tats the crazy period..so active, so sporty....now i think of it..i dun think i can take it...play one hr intensive can make me lie flat on the ground...haha.. but the time is really really fun....weekend would hang out with them...either go town..if not play billiard or meet up to eat den bball again...all these had turn into memory...tats so fast...two yrs passed so fast without feelin it has actually passed us...miss the fighting spirit..miss the fun...miss the wildness...but now...have lost touch with them liao...perhaps..is different frequency now...maybe is not now..is from the start..juz tat last time we still can integrate...but knowin and meeting them is nvr a wrong choice...i miss them...all the best pals...though none of them noe my blog..izit sad or joy..i dunno...
Met with the teachers after tat..coz the poor teachers have lesson til 1pm..they are all the same...have a gd time with them...they are really the best teachers in the world..full of knowledge..and yet can teach and pass to us so well..they have make all the lessons so interesting and fun..i really dun mind goin back and go through again..is really so enjoyable..though we grumble...which student wud not grumble when there is lesson...the time spent with them in the classrooms, was really superb..think no other teachers can do tat..plus student like us, really make it so perfect..haha..not self appraisal..but is a fact....our society juz need them...but is hard to find now...without them...i dun think im able to reach here...thanks so much..if there is really a form of recognition to teachers, i think they shud receive first...Im really so fortunate to have all of them..all the gd teachers...sad to say...i still did not make full use of them...and i didnt make all of them and myself proud...
One grade really makes alot of difference..especially between a 1 & 2...i wud nvr forget the time i receive my O lvl result slip....i burst into tears....to think back..is no use...is something i cannot amend...is really gna be a remorseful memory in life...i feel so like hitting myself....im not doin justice to her and myself...y?!?! y cant it be a 1?!!? is not i cant do it...but y??!!!? i duno..and i think if it is a 1...my this 2 yrs will be spend differently...coz by the 1 point...it makes the diference of me gettin into the college or not...i feel so sorry for her n myself....i wud nvr forget the moment..
u followed us through 3 yrs...from sci to pure chem...give us knowledge, value & love....the song u sung for us...is gna be in my heart always...i hope i can be a gd n successful teacher like u, teaching chemistry...some1 who love teaching so much..is really teaching,nothing else..not the monetary gain..but the satisfaction..is ur first job til u leave this place...i really admire & respect u...muz pass down wad u give me...such a devoted n kind teacher...where to find? 1 in a million?is nowhere to be found now..coz she is the only one....we love you........