Blog of ShawnTPB.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Nice template..haha..is a porsche..cool yeah.? of coz...it worth a 5 room HDB flat, how can it be not cool..haha...

8 more days to my As..haha..and i think i am not really prepare yet..gonna study now..

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Yesterday went for my driving lesson..first time been into circuit..is not tat difficult as i think..the S course and crank course..rather easy..no prob..haha..next lesson will be the comin wed..den i will take a break due to my exam....

AFter my lesson..went to play bball..haha..met with some bball frens..so long nvr go down court...now the ppl who used to go down play (juz like me) have stop playin bball..haha..now are the younger ones..like 15 plus yrs old kind? haha...the "old bird" no longer play..some work..some ns..some like me..lazy...?haha..played a few games..den my calf cramp..so sian! sigh..den today i feel my calf muscles so strain..n ache..sigh..after my exam..in dec..i muz everyday play bball liao..but juz afraid nobody playin..hard to find ppl..haha...but now i miss bball...if my leg is ok, i will play later too! hahahaha...

Friday, October 28, 2005

What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Today...woke up rathe early..order macdonald breakfast..after tat slack awhile..went out to orchard with god bro to wheel lock place...to change his battery for his watch..went to storey 8 of wheel lock place..haha...swatch service center..look through the brochures there..like omega seamaster...haha..but...dunno when den can own one..haha....

After tat..went to IMM eat teppan yaki buffet...wow..super full..n now i stink...have the smell of the smoke...haha..but food is quite nice...

Tml is my A level chem prac...woohoo...

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Dunno wad is wrong with my msn acct...i juz cant sign in since last nite..i got disconnected at abt 11plus in the nite...den i juz went to slp...today mornin..i still cant sign in...and until now...which is 2320 hrs..i still couldnt sign in..the pop up says "Signing in to MSN Messenger failed because the service is temporarily unavailable.Please try again later.".so piss..but i tried checkin my email..i can..and i try to use another hotmail acct to sign in..oso can..juz dunno wads wrong with my acct.. nvm...coz..i wanted to change my msn acct long ago..wanna change to my singnet one...i didnt change is becoz my this hotmail acct has 250 megabytes...since now i cant sign in..think i will juz leave it..juz tat is troublesome to add all the contacts again...so sian...haiz...wanted to go online for the whole day..but i couldnt...sigh..

2 more weeks to my As...

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

today is my first A lvl paper..physics practical..did rather well..juz tat make a minor mistake...think wont affect much...20days to go..haiz...

Monday, October 17, 2005

finally watched the myth...jackie chan...live up to his name...really got nth to say abt his production..after the movie..i have alot of thoughts...hen duo gan chu...is really a myth...how can such romance happens in reality?haha...but afterall..it makes me feel very enlighten..haha...gd show...and in e midst of the show, i look at my watch...is gna end soon..and i tot i juz watch for abt an hr...in fact..is close to 2 hrs..and the show is ending..cant bear to part with the plot..

Think wait til u r older will be more touchin n emotional...on 27th oct, andy's next movie will be out..but y this timing?of coz to them..i form the minority..haha..but nvm..will catch it no matter wad...

First of all..thanks to ys!..haha..becoz of him..i can upload my own songs..haha...

Beyond concert is over...so sad..last concert..and disband...i muz get the album..muz...got many things haven do yet...and time is runnin short...needa catch the myth be4 it is off screen..becoz of daniel & stella...cannot watch it on fri...haha..no la.at least they are kind enuff to accompany...so nvm lo...guess i have to watch it very soon..see if is still gna watch with them or myself...so since we nvr get to catch myth, we went kbox

Now the song tat is playing is beyond, 海阔天空...is a great song...tat day sang with daniel..our last song be4 leavin kbox..den after tat..voiceless..haha..but is a gd song..too bad...e other member has parted when they sang tat song...but anyway...juz think tat is a waste tat they are gna disband....Love Beyond man

Here the lyrics goes:

beyond:海阔天空

今天我寒夜里看雪飘过

怀著冷却了的心窝飘远方

风雨里追赶

雾里分不清影踪

天空海阔你与我

可会变(谁没在变)

多少次迎著冷眼与嘲笑

从没有放弃过心中的理想

一刹那恍惚

若有所失的感觉

不知不觉已变淡

心里爱(谁明白我)

原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由

也会怕有一天会跌倒

被弃了理想谁人都可以

那会怕有一天只你共我

仍然自由自我

永远高唱我歌走遍千里

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

仁

一边是人　一边是二
其意为一　人分成二
一为自己　二为他人
方有人心　方成仁义

Monday, October 10, 2005

First day of a new wk...is comin to an end...closer to my study brk...and my As....cant imagine...

Wanna watch 童梦奇缘 and 神话。。think i gna watch either this friday or thurs...movie marathon?one day watch 2..haha...i oso wanna go beyond concert...but..no $$$...so sian....some more is their last concert...such a waste tat i cannot go...

Anyway, use "unicode" in encoding..den wil be able to see the chinese character...

Saturday, October 08, 2005

jacky cheung and andy lau..both of their songs are meaningful and nice....a gd song is one when the lyrics are meaningful..when it can bring up all sort of emotions in you...and yes...it really does...y make me met with some1 tat make me feel tat is not the end..y? is nvr so easy to overcome....but i have been trying very very hard...i really dunno wad to say...i cant....I dunno if u noe im refering to u..hope is not a misunderstanding to u..

I really need my license n a car now...and best if is the one in my blog background...!

1st VIP 0506 meeting has ended...think it lasted for abt 2 hrs? after tat went for supper and a place to chill...VIP is gettin nearer...and it implies my As are even nearer..today principal ask to meet the J2s...learn one thing...list out the things u wanna accomplish....it is possible...conquer it.and u can do it...i really wana get straight As...i noe is possible, and within my limits...but..im really juz too lazy....is not so easy to get rid of laziness u see...coz in my life...i have really nvr ever study hard be4...arh!!!

Today i went for my driving lesson, and completed learnin everything...i learnt parallel parkin today...afterall is rather easy...dunno y my fren all say is difficult....as usual, my instructor juz teach and at the same time observe, for juz once...after tat...he went to chat with frens..and from far tell me ok..correct...carry on prac...haha...but this is wad i like..coz no stres...and self explore...did abt 7 times i guessed? finish all tat i needa learn....lookin forward to go into circuit....

My intuition is really accurate...though i tot is late..i feel tat she is still there..and yes...she is really there...but so wad?haha...i oso duno..it juz makes me feel gd...though is deceivin...is ok...i still feel gd...My right eye lid keeps on flickering for these 2 days...superstitious way of thinkin is dunno if anything is gonna happen...be it gd or bad....hmm.....

GP lesson discussed abt an essay qns...and it leads to the point of identity crisis...i dun think i have..coz i have pass tat stage so long ago....and tats wad my tutor said...i have no more ideals like wad other teenagers have...im being too practical n noe wad i wanna do n go,hence no more ideals...in some sense she is right...hence i raised a qns to her...wad if one couldnt achieve wad he/she has set to achieve?tats too bad lo......

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Collected my specs...tml is fri...weekend is nearer..yeah...finally the hectic wk is gna over....tml after sch will be headin home straight..den go drivin lesson..after tat have to rush to hq for meeting...sat n sun? haha..study......

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Abraham Maslow's hierarchy of needs...in different context, we will be in the different levels....and sometimes, we can move up and down the level...for me, i guess im moving towards actualisation..im rather fortunate....

hope u did well for papers....

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Today got home at 730 pm....sigh...so i shall give myself a brk for today...coz tml oso til 630pm....not gna study now...im so tire....arh!

got a new pair of spectacles...collecting thur i think....have a new phone for my family...consider spare phone...im gonna grab n use it first..haha...is samsung phone....