Saturday, October 08, 2005
1st VIP 0506 meeting has ended...think it lasted for abt 2 hrs? after tat went for supper and a place to chill...VIP is gettin nearer...and it implies my As are even nearer..today principal ask to meet the J2s...learn one thing...list out the things u wanna accomplish....it is possible...conquer it.and u can do it...i really wana get straight As...i noe is possible, and within my limits...but..im really juz too lazy....is not so easy to get rid of laziness u see...coz in my life...i have really nvr ever study hard be4...arh!!!Today i went for my driving lesson, and completed learnin everything...i learnt parallel parkin today...afterall is rather easy...dunno y my fren all say is difficult....as usual, my instructor juz teach and at the same time observe, for juz once...after tat...he went to chat with frens..and from far tell me ok..correct...carry on prac...haha...but this is wad i like..coz no stres...and self explore...did abt 7 times i guessed? finish all tat i needa learn....lookin forward to go into circuit....
My intuition is really accurate...though i tot is late..i feel tat she is still there..and yes...she is really there...but so wad?haha...i oso duno..it juz makes me feel gd...though is deceivin...is ok...i still feel gd...My right eye lid keeps on flickering for these 2 days...superstitious way of thinkin is dunno if anything is gonna happen...be it gd or bad....hmm.....
GP lesson discussed abt an essay qns...and it leads to the point of identity crisis...i dun think i have..coz i have pass tat stage so long ago....and tats wad my tutor said...i have no more ideals like wad other teenagers have...im being too practical n noe wad i wanna do n go,hence no more ideals...in some sense she is right...hence i raised a qns to her...wad if one couldnt achieve wad he/she has set to achieve?tats too bad lo......