Sunday, December 25, 2005
To my surprise...this yr christmas eve is not lonely at all...firstly was becoz im with jf sir evonne stella at bugis tcc at abt 8 plus....chit chatted for 2 hrs...and i noe..im sorry...i was rather engrossed in smsing...Seoondly..hmm....i noe it in my heart...I have not experience this for a very long time..tat i tot i can really overcome it with the help of time and the bad experience...even i feel it is coming..i can stop it from affecting me...but den..this time...i juz cant stop it...but is not gna be a easy decision to make....shud i go with wad i always dream and wanted..or shud i carry on stoppin myself...Is nvr gna be easy...it wudnt be * if it is easy...
A memorable nite i have spent with u...though is rather short..but i guess sincerity counts yea..makin urself available juz to meet me for a show tat is lame..haha...Really Thankful tat u make this nite possible...