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Spent my yesterday well i shud say...had a nice time at Sentosa with all of them who are there...is like so long since i blade?and i had a fall..though i fell, i dun really mind...dinner is great...pastamania...and a surprise from my vip grp mentees...idea was from my Bravivoians...haha..im really surprised and shocked for sure...second is im really touched...I have nth to say...juz shocked..im not even prepare for my birthday wish yet..coz..recently there are juz too many things on my mind n i have no time to even think of anything...not enuff slp, not enuff time..and not enuff love?ha..i mean family..miss my family, miss the time slacking at home doin nth but sittin infront of tv for the whole day....

My class 3?my unit posting?haha...will be known on my birthday...significant yea?i make it falls on 17th coz is my bday and is on fri, hopin class 3 will be my best bday present ever up til now...and perhaps soon i have a certificate of entitlement as my bday present in yrs to come..ha! but the posting is something i cannot choose..is juz so happen it falls on my bday...

Were at circular TCC after dinner at harbour front...sat there chit chatted and have a cup of mighty joe young?haha..miss caffeine...and miss chilling out sessions...great time spent there...

When i got home, which is exactly 0000hrs 17th march 2006....smses coming in...til the extent tat i was openin one sms, the next one come in..and i cant read any..coz phone lag...only until it stops coming in...i get to read and reply all the smses..thanks everyone who send me the greetin..though not alot and some of my best buddies haven wished me yet, im contented..wad can i expect rite...have sort of lost contact..guess have not contact with them for mths...ppl tat i dun expect them to remember smsed me.quite glad too...

Took quite alot of pictures today..but is with YS..haha..so i cant post it here..the best is the "kiss" from Yvonne ma'am...haha...

A bday with my hair so short...i guess is even shorter compare to my 1 yr old bday...haha....and a birthday with no NRIC but 11B...one thing tat nvr change is, is tat my bday always falls on holiday...in the past was sch holiday..now is my block leave...

First thing of coz is im gna say im happy for my unit...im proud of them...really nth to say but to say im satisfied, happy, proud....they are moving to a greater heights! thumbs up EVG RCY!
all of u lightened my day, seriously......

I was lost, helpless, have no idea wad is goin to happen to me....just tryin to make myself better....y didnt she ask abt my results?how's her first riding practical?wad course shud i choose?heading on a journey, no clue of wad is gna happen to me except knowin the fact that more n more trainings will be in front of me after POP...though there are compasses and map, I have no idea how to orientate, and which checkpoint i shud go. with so many considerations, how am i goin to make a choice?which is the wisest one?do i have a choice?perhaps yes, but limited.but is tat wad i want?if is not, am i gna take up?but wad if i dun?where am i gna head next??Luck wud nvr be on ur side all the time..this time it is definitely not on my side...The thing im looking for all the past checkpoints is yet to be found.im walking alone....when the other seat of my cabriolet be filled?

Everyone has to walk this journey for once...some1 gets to finish all the checkpoints, and passed the finish line whereas some do not...some may become handicap one way or another in the middle of the journey...some chose to carry on...some gave up...since im more fortunate and strong enough to walk, i am definitely gna walk through all these....Just tat i need time now...let me stop at this checkpoint and really plan and reflect on myself again before i carry on....I will carry on...stopping for a little while to let myself, and my cabriolet to service and refuel, before i speed through my way....am i fantasizing and paintin a picture myself? ha...dream....
im dreaming....

It is not the end......but......it is a full stop.....

Today is the first day of March...wad is there to update?too much thing in my mind now tat i cant think of wad to blog....

In another 6 days time, i will pass out from BMT...i cant imagine tat im in ns for 2 mths...SISPEC?OCS? i guess i wont be able to make it to OCS..physically not competent enough...mentally?im not very sure...my mental is very strong..i can push myself to endure tough trainings etc...push myself to my limits etc....but is tat all?i doubt so...

In the later part of the day, my future will be set..be it bad or gd..i still have to face it and progress on...

if is bad?wad am i gna do?i seriously have no idea...and i have to book in at 1945hrs...book in
with future full of uncertainty?wad will it gna be like?

if is gd..den, wad i planned, will come true..my road ahead will be decided...

deep in thoughts...cant be expressed.............