Sunday, March 05, 2006
First thing of coz is im gna say im happy for my unit...im proud of them...really nth to say but to say im satisfied, happy, proud....they are moving to a greater heights! thumbs up EVG RCY!all of u lightened my day, seriously......
I was lost, helpless, have no idea wad is goin to happen to me....just tryin to make myself better....y didnt she ask abt my results?how's her first riding practical?wad course shud i choose?heading on a journey, no clue of wad is gna happen to me except knowin the fact that more n more trainings will be in front of me after POP...though there are compasses and map, I have no idea how to orientate, and which checkpoint i shud go. with so many considerations, how am i goin to make a choice?which is the wisest one?do i have a choice?perhaps yes, but limited.but is tat wad i want?if is not, am i gna take up?but wad if i dun?where am i gna head next??Luck wud nvr be on ur side all the time..this time it is definitely not on my side...The thing im looking for all the past checkpoints is yet to be found.im walking alone....when the other seat of my cabriolet be filled?
Everyone has to walk this journey for once...some1 gets to finish all the checkpoints, and passed the finish line whereas some do not...some may become handicap one way or another in the middle of the journey...some chose to carry on...some gave up...since im more fortunate and strong enough to walk, i am definitely gna walk through all these....Just tat i need time now...let me stop at this checkpoint and really plan and reflect on myself again before i carry on....I will carry on...stopping for a little while to let myself, and my cabriolet to service and refuel, before i speed through my way....am i fantasizing and paintin a picture myself? ha...dream....
im dreaming....