Tuesday, November 14, 2006
it has been 3 wks since i lasted blogged...is either too busy to blog, or too lazy to blog...when there is free time, rather choose to rest on my comfortable bed..haha..Precious weekend equivalent to precious time spent on my own bed....Yes, is less than a yr more to ORD...I have serve more than half of my NSF life..fast? i think so..time pass real fast..and wad have i achieved for the year 2006? Sad to say, is only one thing...haiz..and 2006 is coming to an end.is Mid November now...i cant imagine..how can year 2006 come to an end so fast...
I believe this yr i will have to spend my New yr eve and Christmas eve in Selarang camp..ha..hectic festive season isn't it? but why? haha...Only I know...
What I have been doin, is it worthwhile? I really don't know...Should I stop and move on? why am i still here? my fren would say, "u so no life"....guess something have to use more left brain cells than right...i have to use less of my emotion to lead me for the rest of my journey...
Perhaps you are right, I have to work for something i want to do..i hope is not too late now..I believe my mind is fix..this is gna be my decision...Less than a yr to go...and will have to focus n move on...stop dwelling on things that may not be practical anymore...people always say, yao na de qi, fang de xia.... and u have to go...i believe everyone will miss you...