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信吗?

先天命已极后天命....

同人不同命...

大鸟阿大鸟。。。你骂我骂的真对。。。我也很想骂醒自己。。。可是，情就是没法理智起来的。。。
世上，再也没有这么没用的人了。。。
不知，为何，泪还会流。。。

和妈妈聊到，人果然是凡人。。。一出世，烦恼就跟着来了。。
小时，要努力读书，考好成绩，拿文凭。。
大了，要努力工作，赚大钱，过生活。。
为了什么了？到头来，还不是，死？
幸苦人生就为了，结局是，死？
幸苦的成就，死也带不去。。。
那，为何现在要幸苦？

哈哈。。慌妙吧？不过也挺有道理吧？

我偶像的歌，总是最有意思，也最真实。。。。
his songs speaks a thousand words.

苯小孩 - 刘德华／柯受良／吴宗宪
哦...宁静的小村外 有一个笨小孩
出生在陆零年代
十来岁到城市
不怕那太阳晒
努力在七零年代
发现呀城市里 朋友们不用去灌溉
花自然会开
哦... 转眼间那么快 这一个笨小孩 又到了八零年代
三十岁到头来 不算好也不坏
经过了九零年代
最无奈他自己 总是会慢人家一拍
没有钱在那口袋
哎哟往著胸口拍一拍呀 勇敢站起来
不用心情太坏
哎哟向著天空拜一拜呀 别想不开
老天自有安排
哦... 他们说城市里 男不坏女不爱
怎麼想也不明白

妈妈说真心爱 会爱得很精彩
结果我没有女孩

笨小孩依然是坚强得像石头一块
只是晚上寂寞难耐
哎哟往著胸口拍一拍呀 勇敢站起来
管它上天下海
哎哟向著天空拜一拜呀 别想不开
老天自有安排
老天爱笨小孩

两个星期了

我要服完兵役了。。。

一直都期待着这一天。。。

要到临了。。。

这么的这一天，我们终于好不容易盼望到了。。。

现在的这一天， 也再也没有你， 站在门口等着我了。。。

记忆终还是记忆。。。我还以为我真的能忘记，真的不会回想。。。

不可能。。。不可能。。。不可能。。。根本，不，能。。。

那些匆匆溜过的时光，的确是我人生中，无法被取代的。。。

天天入睡时，都没办法不活在那流过的时光， 感受那温馨温暖的情。。。再，不知不觉，地入睡。。。

虽以知道，那是真的是过去的了。。。我人生前面地路，已经

无法，再能有你了。。。

但，溜过的时光，无法随时光流， 离我而去。。。

是我无法选泽的

我认命。。。

选择
林子祥 叶倩文

(男)风起的日子笑看落花
(女)雪舞的时节举杯向月
(男)这样的心情
(女)这样的路
(合)我们一起走过
希望你能爱我
到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我
到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你
你选择了我喔

我一定会爱你到地老到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我这就是我们的选择

(男)走过了春天走过秋天
(女)送走了今天又是明天
(男)一天又一天
(女)月月年年
(合)我们的心不变
希望你能爱我到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你你选择了我喔

我一定会爱你到地久到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我这是我们的选择

is always believe i could...seems like is not..

kong xu...

is only realise, wad are the things i miss.....
miss worries..miss temper...miss quarrels...miss...everything


still...the cutest smile..melts my heart....



night seems the longest day.....ever...tear gland seems the unlimited fluid gland...

happy ending...rmb wad we said wad we promise today....

sian...muz book in..dunno when is my next off day..i have 2 more off days to be cleared..but..no idea when i will clear..

2 more weeks!2 more weeks to ORD...

>
Ocean apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn''t stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can''t get near you now
Oh, can''t you see it baby
You''ve got me going crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I''m with you
I''ll take the chance
Oh, can''t you see it baby
You''ve got me going crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

凉风有兴
秋月无边
亏我思秋, 的情绪好比度日如年
虽然我不是,誉肃粼风
萧洒绨傥
但我有广阔的胸径, 加强建的背弯!

who knows where does this so call poem comes from?haha. jf sir?
if you know, den, yea, you will understand how does tat person behaves like


雨过天晴了

When the truth surface, finally you realise is so unbelieveable. It was shocking. Til now, i still abit the shock and cant believe. It just do match you see. nobody can imagine it. So, im not an exception. just tat, i took real long to realise only now.haha. "stupid" tat sms tone of mine.haha.

I finally understand, so many people, in fact is, everybody, keep telling me to do the right thing, but i have not been doing..right until now....never believe that everyone has been giving me the right answer and correct pathway, nvr.still think otherwise and am confident...

BUT, Now i do.

I learn something new finally. i think there is no situations like this when all, when everyone, when everybody, have the same stand as firm as this.haha.but y i didnt see?coz is blind. I finally see.
facts are facts. nvr vague nvr blurr. base on facts, everyone gave the right conclusion. unable to be argued.
i learn
i understand

the next time, i will know how to handle even better....

is yours, is yours. no matter wad u do, is still yours.
if is not, no matter wad you do, what u think, is just, think too much..haha...

Sorry everyone who cared.who love.who missed.who concern.
me

I was make puzzled and was walking in the wrong direction all those while. no matter how you all pull me away, i thought wad i believe is real.

I am back. I think the person whom i hurt most, are all of you!
Sorry guys!
I am back...
definitely...

of all things...the only regrets i have the only thing i hate is wad? Myself...

All because of me....i hate myself..y...y i've to make you so miserable....y....y i have to make u do such things...to suffer so much.....

y am i juz like tat...i dun understand....if only...i can....den....we'll be happy without sorrows...im sorry...to u.....and of coz, myself..

i hate....me..........i cause all these to happen......all in my hands...

im....haiz...so hate myself.........

now i have lost....i have cause enuff pains in u..i have lost...u...myself...perhaps, without me, u may be happier...as long as u r...i shud let u go...n be happy....juz tot i could..but i noe..is nvr easy....tearing every nite be4 to bed...missing us every single sec but using work to keep myself occupied.....i noe...i'm running away from reality..telling myself not to think by using work as excuse to keep myself busy.....there's no way i can run away from it forever.....is only for a temporary moment.....

i deserve this......i wont forgive myself....and of coz, not to say anybody to forgive me.......



i really loves andy lau..his songs..juz..describe all emotions....

孤星泪
我是一滴远方孤星的泪水
藏在你身上已几万年
所有你的心事都被我看见
让我温暖你的脸
悄悄滑落在你脸庞
从你红色而深
情的眼眶
离别时的吻
你有太多感伤
我滚烫而失去了方向
缠绕著那风中
依稀的灯光
没有了选择
你让我流浪
流浪在夜空
流浪使我不再寂寞
我是一滴远方孤星的泪水
藏在你身上已几万年
所有你的心事都被我看见
让我温暖你的脸
在我被吹乾以前(不要再和他见面)


来生缘
寻寻觅觅在无声无息中消逝
总是找不到回忆
找不到曾被遗忘的真实
一生一世的过去
你一点一滴地遗弃
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你
也许分开不容易
也许相亲相爱不可以
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得已
你我也知道去珍惜
只好等在来生里
再踏上彼此故事的开始

生生世世在无穷无尽的梦里
偶尔翻起了日记
翻起了你我之间的故事
一段一段的回忆
回忆已经没有意义
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你


因为爱
darling 你将要走
看着我的眼眸
记住我的笑容和我的温柔
如果真的要走
请你不要泪流
因为我的爱
已随你远走在你左右

让思念去想让回忆去讲
分离不可怕因为我有爱
让思念去想让回忆去讲
分离我不怕因为我有爱

再长的时间我等待
再远的距离也不能
把你和我分开
oh darling darling

在离去的时候
将我放在心中
当我闭上双眼
带走我的玫瑰
darling 你将要走
我会永远记得
分离不可怕
因为我有爱..oh
因为我有爱..oh
因为我有爱..oh
我会记得

我永远记得分离我不怕...
只因为爱


I am not scare coz there is love....but....i so miss u....coz i lost u......i love u...........may happiness be with u......

my blog song...is exactly my feelings..my situation....haha......i have u...u still are my best frens...
i cant live......if living is without u oohhh....haha....yea....tats me...im so useless rite? juz becoz of u..i cant live..haha.......let me be useless..be dumb..be stupid....juz this once..right daniel?my sms tone..haha...STUPID!haha....

我认命

Yes, i noe.....finally...is late...but...i hope...is better than nvr...


I realise...only til now...i realise......yes....abit late...or...in fact...too late....


i love you....yet..im sorry............

let me....






be a better man.....

realise is 2 mths since i last blog..haha..so long...today is 4th Oct...2007 is real fast..exactly one more mth...I will ORD....

time flies...so fast....cant rmb where i got this quote from, "if you found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back, you want to go forward..." how forward can one goes?is there a boundary? izit really true tat only moving forward shows we've found meaning in life?i found...i wish it could just stop there..yes..there....pls...make nothing change.....nth....
if only, the results can be told...

wish...everybody has a wish..or in fact wishes......goal and goals....target and targets.......mine is juz real simple.....so much simpler than complexity of human beings.....if only......if....

ORD..yes...the date all my NS frens including myself look forward too....im turning 21...u noe, if asked what is the greatest achievement i have...is so sad..is nil...plans for future...it seems so bleak....i love my love ones.....my family.....i guess tats the only thing i can think of for myself..i love u, i love mum, love dad, i love my brothers........

faith, heaven will, things are decided for u even be4 u r born....believe?i do...born a failure, always one...no matter how much u do, is only fighting real hard to swim to the surface and gasp for some air....optimistic will say, hardwork pays off....but, not meant to be, no matter how hard u try...still will fall to the bottom, real bottom......

the sad thing is that we have to live, the even sadder thing is tat we can only live once......
wads living for?for me, practically for my love ones...there are the ones, tat keep me at least find living worthwhile....nth else....other things are juz too superficial.....