Thursday, October 04, 2007
realise is 2 mths since i last blog..haha..so long...today is 4th Oct...2007 is real fast..exactly one more mth...I will ORD....time flies...so fast....cant rmb where i got this quote from, "if you found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back, you want to go forward..." how forward can one goes?is there a boundary? izit really true tat only moving forward shows we've found meaning in life?i found...i wish it could just stop there..yes..there....pls...make nothing change.....nth....
if only, the results can be told...
wish...everybody has a wish..or in fact wishes......goal and goals....target and targets.......mine is juz real simple.....so much simpler than complexity of human beings.....if only......if....
ORD..yes...the date all my NS frens including myself look forward too....im turning 21...u noe, if asked what is the greatest achievement i have...is so sad..is nil...plans for future...it seems so bleak....i love my love ones.....my family.....i guess tats the only thing i can think of for myself..i love u, i love mum, love dad, i love my brothers........
faith, heaven will, things are decided for u even be4 u r born....believe?i do...born a failure, always one...no matter how much u do, is only fighting real hard to swim to the surface and gasp for some air....optimistic will say, hardwork pays off....but, not meant to be, no matter how hard u try...still will fall to the bottom, real bottom......
the sad thing is that we have to live, the even sadder thing is tat we can only live once......
wads living for?for me, practically for my love ones...there are the ones, tat keep me at least find living worthwhile....nth else....other things are juz too superficial.....