Monday, October 15, 2007
of all things...the only regrets i have the only thing i hate is wad? Myself...All because of me....i hate myself..y...y i've to make you so miserable....y....y i have to make u do such things...to suffer so much.....
y am i juz like tat...i dun understand....if only...i can....den....we'll be happy without sorrows...im sorry...to u.....and of coz, myself..
i hate....me..........i cause all these to happen......all in my hands...
im....haiz...so hate myself.........
now i have lost....i have cause enuff pains in u..i have lost...u...myself...perhaps, without me, u may be happier...as long as u r...i shud let u go...n be happy....juz tot i could..but i noe..is nvr easy....tearing every nite be4 to bed...missing us every single sec but using work to keep myself occupied.....i noe...i'm running away from reality..telling myself not to think by using work as excuse to keep myself busy.....there's no way i can run away from it forever.....is only for a temporary moment.....
i deserve this......i wont forgive myself....and of coz, not to say anybody to forgive me.......
i really loves andy lau..his songs..juz..describe all emotions....
孤星泪
我是一滴远方孤星的泪水
藏在你身上已几万年
所有你的心事都被我看见
让我温暖你的脸
悄悄滑落在你脸庞
从你红色而深
情的眼眶
离别时的吻
你有太多感伤
我滚烫而失去了方向
缠绕著那风中
依稀的灯光
没有了选择
你让我流浪
流浪在夜空
流浪使我不再寂寞
我是一滴远方孤星的泪水
藏在你身上已几万年
所有你的心事都被我看见
让我温暖你的脸
在我被吹乾以前(不要再和他见面)
来生缘
寻寻觅觅在无声无息中消逝
总是找不到回忆
找不到曾被遗忘的真实
一生一世的过去
你一点一滴地遗弃
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你
也许分开不容易
也许相亲相爱不可以
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得已
你我也知道去珍惜
只好等在来生里
再踏上彼此故事的开始
生生世世在无穷无尽的梦里
偶尔翻起了日记
翻起了你我之间的故事
一段一段的回忆
回忆已经没有意义
痛哭痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你
因为爱
darling 你将要走
看着我的眼眸
记住我的笑容和我的温柔
如果真的要走
请你不要泪流
因为我的爱
已随你远走在你左右
让思念去想让回忆去讲
分离不可怕因为我有爱
让思念去想让回忆去讲
分离我不怕因为我有爱
再长的时间我等待
再远的距离也不能
把你和我分开
oh darling darling
在离去的时候
将我放在心中
当我闭上双眼
带走我的玫瑰
darling 你将要走
我会永远记得
分离不可怕
因为我有爱..oh
因为我有爱..oh
因为我有爱..oh
我会记得
我永远记得分离我不怕...
只因为爱
I am not scare coz there is love....but....i so miss u....coz i lost u......i love u...........may happiness be with u......
my blog song...is exactly my feelings..my situation....haha......i have u...u still are my best frens...
i cant live......if living is without u oohhh....haha....yea....tats me...im so useless rite? juz becoz of u..i cant live..haha.......let me be useless..be dumb..be stupid....juz this once..right daniel?my sms tone..haha...STUPID!haha....
我认命